Burn In Me

So I hate looking stupid.

But I think thats it's going to be what it takes to make me humble.

I try too hard to look cool, act cool, be cool.

My efforts are often thrown back in my face because I end up doing something stupid.

I need to let go of trying to impress people.

I need to be me.

People love ME, not this thing that I put on to impress them.

This is the ugly side of me...

A side that I knew I had, but I never put attention on it to fix it.

I just figured it would just go away.. you know with time and such.

But in all reality... this is something I need to deal with.

This is something that is ruining friendships.

This is ruining relationships

THIS IS NOT WHO I AM!

Lord, I need your help with this. I know I can't do this on my own... I know it, I've tried.

I just get sick of getting called stupid when I try so hard to be the opposite.

I need to be ME

Glorious Unseen -Burn in me

"Fire of God
Burn in me
Capture my heart again
Pull me through
Make me clean
I'm reaching for your love

Come carry me now
I'm crying out
For someone I can not see
Come carry me now
I'm crying

How I long to be broken
How I want to be near you
How my heart skips beats when
Your love excepts me as I am

..."