Posting on 5/27/2014 because I just read this and this rocks. So Much has changed.
Initiate my brain throwing up random thoughts about today and life and stuffs and.... yup!
1. I wore my toms today... without socks. My feet smell. gross.
2. I never really straighten my hair anymore. It looks good air dried. Kinda wavy.
3. Speaking of hair, I re-bleached my "peek-a-boo's" or what ever you call them
4. I really like San Diego, and I really want to go surfing again before I leave. <3
5. Typing out what my brain was thinking seemed better at the moment than now when its coming out in blog form.
6. I love having internet all the time again. It's going to suck going back to Modesto and not having it at home. ]=
7. My favorite number is 14
8. Sometimes I wish I had one person that encouraged me and pushed me to be better at the things I need to improve on. However, I must seek self-motivation.
9. I've been told I have this gift of writing, I need to blog more instead of just journal.
10. I feel like I need a lot of things to do what I want to do. And I feel like what I want to do would be a tool to help other people out and to give me an artistic release through making videos, graphics, and pictures... but apparently that's not what God wants from me right now. So maybe He has a different plan or is waiting on some timing.
11. I truly believe that God has a massive plan for my life. But sometimes I get inpatient and question "why not now?!" But after some quiet time w/ Him I feel calm and peace about waiting on His perfect timing.
12. I have a lot of drafted blogs that are half thoughts/ have written that I really don't know if I'll ever finish or post.
13. I don't even know if I'll post this blog
14. I need to start drawing again
15. I really don't expect anyone to read past stinky feet #1.
16. Complaining about something you can change is annoying.
17. I really do love cake
18. & dinosaurs
19. I'm guarded against making best friends because I had a best friend once who... yea.
20. I'm like a puppy. Always wanting to play and seeks attention.
21. Free running would be so fun! ...except I have no friends who want to run around with me climbing on and jumping off of things.
22. If I were a ninja, I'd wear toms.
23. I am NINJA and I wear toms.
24. I want someone to love. BUT I'm super content single.
25. I don't want to have kids.
26. Whoa
27. I wonder what the future holds for me. I still don't know what I want to do. I'm just taking it day by day.
28. I forgot why I wanted to post this to blogger... none of this really matters to anyone. heh
29. I love skateboarding, but I hate getting hurt. So I don't really do any tricks.
30. I'm super honest
31. I wonder how this "brain throw up" post turned into just a bunch of facts.
32. I love new things and when things are put together right and when things are in order.
33. I hope I never have to work in the food industry again. I'm really slow at it because I can't multi-task and make one thing while things are coming out of ovens and other things are being cooked for a certain time while multiple orders come in at once. nope.
34. to post this or not to post this? that is the question.
35. I don't shower until: I smell, I'm super dirty, I need to shave, or ... I think that's it.
36. I wear men's deodorant and use men's body wash.
37. ...they smell good!
38. I have to remind myself not to compare myself to others... a lot.
39. I totally saved this as a draft on 7/20/2011 ... will I ever post this? It's getting long.
What has changed. Things that are red are those things.
1. I wore flip flops today and flew kites.
2. I never really straighten my hair anymore. It looks good air dried. Kinda wavy.
3. I shaved the left side of my head a few months ago. #swag
4. I miss San Diego.
5. This seems better than the homework I'm putting off to do this.
6. I have internet all the time now!
7. My favorite number is 14
8.
Sometimes I wish I had one person that encouraged me and pushed me to
be better at the things I need to improve on. However, I must seek
self-motivation. Ronnie does this a lot now also.
9. I've been told I have this gift of writing, I need to blog more instead of just journal.
10.
I feel like I need a lot of things to do what I want to do. And I feel
like what I want to do would be a tool to help other people out and to
give me an artistic release through making videos, graphics, and
pictures... but apparently that's not what God wants from me right now.
So maybe He has a different plan or is waiting on some timing.
11.
I truly believe that God has a massive plan for my life. But sometimes I
get inpatient and question "why not now?!" But after some quiet time w/
Him I feel calm and peace about waiting on His perfect timing.
12. I have a lot of drafted blogs that are half thoughts/ have written that I really don't know if I'll ever finish or post.
13. I WILL post this!
14. I need to start drawing again
15. I really don't expect anyone to read past stinky feet #1.
16. Complaining about something you can change is annoying.
17. I really do love cake
18. & dinosaurs & PIZZA
19. I'm guarded against making best friends because I had a best friend once who... yea.
20. I'm like a puppy. Always wanting to play and seeks attention.
21.
Free running would be so fun! ...except I have no friends who want to
run around with me climbing on and jumping off of things.
22. If I were a ninja, I'd wear toms.
23. I am NINJA and I never wear toms anymore.
24. I got somebody to love
25. I totally want to have a family with him.
26. Whoa
27. I wonder what the future holds for me. I still don't know what I want to do. I'm just taking it day by day.
28. I want to post this because this rocks. You should do this!
29. I love skateboarding, but I hate getting hurt. So I don't really do any tricks.
30. I'm super honest
31. I wonder how this "brain throw up" post turned into just a bunch of facts.Still boggles my mind.
32. I love new things and when things are put together right and when things are in order.
33. I work at Starbucks. oops
34. TO POST THIS
35. I don't shower until: I smell, I'm super dirty, I need to shave, or ... I think that's it.
36. I wear men's deodorant and use men's body wash.
37. ...they smell good!
38. I have to remind myself not to compare myself to others... a lot.
39. I totally am posting this as soon as I'm done with this sentence.
